November 15, 2008one year since My Chem :)One year since the second time i saw MCR.
One year since i started loving My Chem even more. One year since i got my second favourite MCR shirt. One year since me and Georgia almost missed the new song. One year since i cried at Cancer because Gerard sung it beautifully. One year since i punched people out of my way at school so i could get home. One year since i ate cucumber and coffee sandwiches with Georgia. One year since Bob and Frank didnt play. One year since i laughed my head off at Gerards talking onstage. One year since i beamed with happiness for Mikey speaking into the Mic. One year since the best day of my life. I fucking love you My Chemical Romance <3
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November 11, 2008Life I Left Behind // Chapter 3 :)Life I Left Behind I
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not sure if I’m keeping this fanfic,
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the site I use is being a bitch. So
yeah, sorry about that. I hope you like this chapter, and well tell me if you
think I should carry this fic on :) Chapter 3 “Well now I know you, I will listen to
more of your songs” I said. wiL shot me a beautiful smile and took a sip from
his 6th coffee (we’d been getting on very well). Id just been
telling him about how I didn’t know his band very well, but I had heard a few
songs which I liked. “Awesome…you should totally come meet
the band!” He said, draining his coffee and standing up, grabbing his phone off
the table. I finished my own and also stood, picking up my bag. “Err I dunno…” “Why not?” wiL asked with a slight touch
of sadness in his voice, I smiled lightly. “Will they mind meeting a fan…well if
you can call me a fan” I asked. wiL grinned and shook his head. “Taylor Taylor Taylor…Aiden is made of
two things. Music…and fans. Of course they will want to meet you! And yes I can
call you a fan, even if you only like a few songs, that’s better then no songs
at all” He said. I smiled and went up to the counter to pay, but wiL stopped
me. “What are you doing?” He asked me,
touching my hand to stop from handing over money. We both looked at our hands,
I don’t know about him but I defiantly felt something just then. He coughed and
brought his hand away, looking into my eyes still. “I’m paying for our coffee” I smiled; he
smiled but shook his head again. “Nu uh, I owe you coffee, I made you
spill yours, I'm paying” “But we had like 6 coffees; you can’t
pay for them all!” I laughed; wiL pulled out his wallet and gave the confused
worker the money. He put his wallet away again and turned tome. “Looks like I can pay for them all” He
smiled, walking over to the door and opening it for me. I just grinned and
walked through. Once out on the side walk I turned to him, he hunched his
shoulders up due to the wind, I felt my brown hair blowing about. I stood looking
at him for a few seconds, he copied my actions, but I had to look away before
he thought there was something wrong with me. “Err so where to?” I mumbled, wiL
grinned and held out his hand. I took it slowly, not wanting to seem too
desperate. “This way my dear” He said, walking
forwards, I followed after him; well I had to because our hands were linked. As
we were walking they swung lightly which made me smile. “How old are you?” I asked suddenly, it
was a question I was thinking for a while now. “You know it’s rude to ask a lady her
age” wiL said in the best girly voice he could muster. I looked at him with an
eyebrow raised; he looked back and tried not to laugh. We looked at each other
for a second, and then I lost. I burst out laughing, so hard that I had to keel
over so my sides didn’t split. wiL's hand slid from mine but he was right
behind me, making sure I didn’t fall onto floor. He had a hand on either side
of my waist, but I was to busy laughing to notice much. “Wow, I should never make you laugh
again!” He said. I giggled some more, but then his hands started gently rubbing
my sides, trying to make me calm down a little, I stopped. He noticed my sudden
stillness and mistook it for me wanting him to stop. So when he took his hands
away I accidently let out a little whine. wiL laughed a tiny laugh then helped
me stand back up again. I looked up to his face to see him smiling. “You’ve gone bright red” He commented. I
touched the cheeks with the back of my hand. “Wow, need any food cooked?” I asked,
wiL laughed and took my hand from my face, keeping it locked in his. “Sorry about that, I totally lost it.
But you never did answer my question?” I said, wiL stared down at me. “I’m 24…and if you don’t mind me asking,
you?” He said. I sighed and looked away for a second. 7 years older then me. To
be honest I've only just met him, I shouldn’t even like him. “I’m…17” I mumbled. wiL stiffened
slightly, and I thought he was going to let go of my hand and walk away. But he
didn’t, he carried on walking, and after a few seconds he became calm again. “Cool” He said simply. And that’s all we
said for the rest of the walk. * When we reached a little parking a lot
that I had honestly never seen before, he let go of my hand and looked down at
me. “Okay, we’re here. Just ignore the guys
if they make any comments or whatever” He grinned. I smiled and nodded my head.
wiL reached up and opened the door, then standing back so I could climb onto
the huge tour bus. He jumped up after me and shut the door behind me. This
little area was really quite small, in front of us was another door, behind us
was the door we just came in, and to the sides were just walls, which was where
I was pressed up against, we were so cramped that I could feel his sweet breath
on my face. “Ready?” He whispered, I nodded as I
couldn’t speak, scared I would blurt something stupid out. He smiled and opened
the next door, walking through it, he held out his hand behind him, which I
took gently. He brought me forwards a little. “Guys, this is The guy with snakebites looked up at us,
smiling at me but then scowling at wiL. “wiL, mate you need to stop doing this.
Look sweetie, how much did he pay you, because ill pay you double just so you
can get away from here” He said, my jaw dropped slightly and I blushed, trying
to turn away so I could run. But wiL kept a firm hold on my hand. “Nick! This is my friend, she isn’t a
whore! I’m really sorry “Its okay” I lied. It wasn’t okay; Nick
had said e need to stop doing this. Does that mean he brings whores to the bus
a lot? “Oh shit, sorry dude” Nick mumbled,
looking embarrassed. I smiled at him, he was sweet. “Don’t worry about it, its fine” I said,
he smiled back and stood up, coming over and taking my free hand. He held it up
to his mouth and kissed it. “I’m Nick Wiggins; it’s a pleasure to
meet you. On the laptop over there is Angel Ibarra,” He said, pointing to the
man, he smiled and waved to me, “the dude I was sitting next to is Jake
Davison, he’s a freak don’t go near him,” Nick laughed, I grinned as Jake blew
a kiss at me, “And that’s Jake Wambold”
He said, pointing to the last man. “Call me Bun, its much easier” He said,
I smiled. “Okay, well I’m Taylor Stewart; it’s
very nice to meet you all!” I smiled. They all grinned back. “So you are a fan?” Jake D asked from
over on the floor, not looking away from his game again. I shuffled uncomfortably; wiL laughed
slightly and put an arm round my shoulders. “Well…” “Of course she is, she doesn’t know
maaaaany songs, but I’m sure we can chance that huh guys” wiL said, his eyes
sparkling. “Fuck yeah!” Bun shouted, I giggled
quietly. Angel stood up and walked over to wiL and me. “So are you too…?” He trailed of
suggestively, eyeing both of us. wiL suddenly dropped his arm and I scooted
away from him. “Oh, no no” I said, blushing again and
looking down. I look up through my hair to see Angel give wiL ‘the eyes’. “Nah but I can tell we’re gunna be
awesome friends…look guys, Taylor had this weird idea earlier, I want you to
hear it because…well it makes sense to me” wiL said, putting his arm back round
my shoulder and leading me to one of the blue sofas. I sat down on the edge
politely but wiL dragged me back so I leant on the back of the sofa…not failing
to notice I was squashed close to wiL hehe. Shush I coughed slightly. “Well erm first your
gunna have to open your mind a little. Last night, you know there were shooting
stars, well I was on my roof, don’t ask why-“ Angel, Jake D and Bun were all leaning
forwards. Nick hit the closest person, Jake D, and told them to shut the fuck
up. I giggled and carried on. “And I wished that I was the only girl
on the world, and well I woke up and my mum wasn’t there. I came out and I
couldn’t see a female in sight…and its really strange, and no one seems to
either notice or care” I finished. The boys mostly had their eyebrows raised. “Yeah…it’s stupid” I muttered, but Angel
shook his head. “No I see your point, and it does make
sense. Wow I never thought this sorta stuff happened” He said, eyes travelling
off making it seem he was thinking hard on something. “No chicks!” Jake D gasped, Bun laughed
and pretended to fall over and have a heart attack. “You guys are jerks” Nick muttered
softly. Aww, I think I could really like Nick. I looked up at wiL quickly. His
elbow was rested on the arm of the sofa and his chin was in his hand. He was
looking off into space and looking very cute. I mentally slapped my self, and
just as I did, wiL looked over at me. I blushed and looked away to Angel, who
was still thinking. “This is kinda cool” He finally said, I
laughed and nodded. “Except I’m the only female on this world
right now…what the hell am I gunna do for shopping, girl talks, crying,
sleepovers!” I gasped, the sound of the pause menu of the game played softly in
the background. Jake D grinned and crawled over, taking my hands in his own. “Aww Taylor, its okay, Angel loves
shopping so you have him!” Angel grinned
from his place on the floor, “Nick is the closest thing to a girl here, so
you can talk with him” Nick laughed and winked at me, making me giggle, “wiL is expert at crying, so cry with
him,” wiL kicked him in the ribs and swore at him, “And as for sleepovers, well look
around! We might be guys but that doesn’t stop us having sleepovers!” He
grinned. I laughed and nodded. “Thanks Jake” “Anytime sugar” He said, crawling back
over to his game, where Nick and he continued playing. Angel went back over to
his laptop and tapped away. Bun went back to the kitchen area and started
making a pizza for himself. I grinned at how easy they could go back to their
positions and how much they welcomed me. I looked up at wiL; he was looking back
at me. I smiled and he returned it warmly, squeezing my shoulders. ** “That was the most fun I've had in ages”
I confessed to wiL on the way back to my house. It was 8:30pm and Nick had
suggested I went back home as not to scare my dad. I gave them all a kiss on the cheek as I
left but I also gave Nick a hug, he was amazingly sweet bless him. “Really? That’s like everyday for us”
wiL laughed, I grinned and looked at the sky. A few stars covered the pitch
blackness. “I was meaning to ask…why do you stay in
your tour bus when you’re not on tour.” I asked. “Well we love it so much…and we’re going
back on tour tomorrow so we decided we might as well stay in there” wiL said
softly. “Oh” We carried on walking, I felt selfish to
say I didn’t want them to go. But it had honestly been the most fun id had in a
while, and I know id only just met them, but I already missed them. After our talk about my wishing, we
played against each other on the X-box, wiL disappeared off into the bunks, not
wanting to join in. I was confused to this but Nick just shook his head and
told me to ignore him. Then Jake was bored and asked id anyone
wanted to give him a make over. I have no idea where that came from…but we were
quick to get the makeup box out before he changed his mind. After 45 minutes of fun, Jake looked
fucking hilarious, with bright orange foundation covering his face, bright pink
and blue eye shadow going up to his eyebrows. Pink blusher on his cheeks, and
lastly…bright purple lipstick, going way past his lip lines. Needless to say we took photos and
uploaded them onto MySpace. “We’re here” I said quietly. wiL turned
to me at the end of the pathway, I looked up at him. He looked weary. “Are you okay?” I asked, worried. He
grinned suddenly and hugged me tightly. I stiffened, then hugged back. “I’m awesome thanks. Are you okay?” He
asked. I laughed at how he thought I was just randomly asking him how he was. “Yeah I’m pretty good thanks…” I smiled. “Good, well today was fun, sorry I
didn’t join with some parts, I…anyways I’m sorry for spilling your coffee as
well” He laughed. I raised an eyebrow, but then it lowered as I figured I
shouldn’t push him. “Haha its okay, you brought me 6
more…this is gunna sound stupid, but will I ever see you lot again…except on tv
and stuff” I asked, wiL smiled and put his hands on my upper arms. “Of course you will…I’ve been thinking
of some things…and well…ahh don’t worry, you’ll find out soon enough” He said
mysteriously. I giggled and nodded. “Okay then, thanks wiL, you’re a really
good friend, even though I’ve only just met you” I said. “Yeah you too…well goodnight “Goodnight wiL…” I said, turning round
to walk up the path, but being stopped by wiL, he bent down, and for one
stupid, silly moment I thought he was going to kiss me. But his lips were
placed delicately on my cheeks. I felt it burn up as soon as they left it. “Bye wiL” I said, breathlessly and
floated up the path, turning around once the door was opened to see wiL’s back
walking away, possibly for quite a long time.
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November 3, 2008William Control concert :D I MET NICK WIGGINS !Okaaaaaay. So i didnt meet wiL Francis, heroherohero :( But i did meet Nick Wiggins from Aiden! Okay im gunna write about my day, then get summin to eat then go to bed XD
So i got up at 7am :( Didnt have any coffee, bad times. But got ready and stuff, then me and dad went to the train station. Dad decided to take pictures of my through out the day. So here are the ones from the train station. ![]() ![]() Im aware i look like a twat :) Okay so then i saw my friend Emma! I was like EMMA HI ! and My dad and her mum and nan talked for a bit about London coz they were going up to Kensington i thinks. Then they went off and we got tickets. Then we got on the train wooooo. ![]() ![]() ![]() HI DAD. and me looking like a twat again. That lady...i got a brain message from her saying she was hungry, so i gave her something to nibble on :D tasty. Anyways, so we get off in Victoria station and decide to walk off somewhere, then decided we cant be arsed so went back to the Station and got some Starbucks. VANILLA LATTE (L) yummy. Then we got on the tube to...erm i dunno, but we went to the Tate Modern! I always thought the Tate Modern was gunna be amazing, but it werent that great. Of course it was good, but...meh. lol. Then we went over the Bridge to Saint Pauls Cathedral. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Please try not to laugh at my face in the bottom one! Birds freak me out especially when they want food :( Okay so then we decided to go up to Camden. DJSLJDL Camden is awesome :D IT has all these shops full of dark 'gothic' clothing. Shops full of bright coloured tutus. Belts, scarves, hats. And a whole load of Bongs :D Haha its really cool though, i shoulda took some pictures of it to put on here :D After that, we headed over to Islington to get something to eat.I wasnt really hungry, i just want a gladd of coke. But then i decided to get a Ciabata thing? I think its spelt like that. Its like cooked bread, but its not hot, like warmish. Its good lol. ![]() See? Tasty :D Okay, so we mooched around the shops a little, nothing to interesting. I found The Mighty Book Of Boosh! Its the book completely on The Mighty Boosh. It looks so good, i might get it, but Gina will most likely get it so ill borrow it off her. Anyways, so it was about 4 oclock now, and doors opened at 7, but we decided to que anyways. BAD DECISION ! It was booooring. Well quite fun in a way, watching all these weird people go past haha. Skip that part, not much happened. So the first band were on (i cant find a good picture, but keep in mind this stage is very very small, its quite cute actually) and this man and woman walk out the doors leading out to Backstage. I look as the man leans against the wall and wraps his arms around his girlfriend and think, wow that looks like Nick Wiggins....no it cant be. So i look away, but curiosty made me look back over, and i keep looking and im sure its him. Then his girlfriend looks at me and smiles in a 'Yes its who you think it is' way. I smiled back but didnt go over, way to nervous. And Nick walked past where we were like 5 times and i still didnt speak, nervous! wiL might be my heroherohero, but Aiden are still my heroes lol. As well as MCR of course. Anyways, so then William Control came on. Omg, he was really amazing, i didnt expect him to be as good live. But hes better, and Nick was playing bass for him. Thats cute :) But yeah, wiL was amazing. Then after the concert, lots of people went out but some stayed in and waited for the band to come out. As we were waiting, dad told me Nick was onstage, and like no one was going over to him. So dad got the camera and i was like Dad can you ask him? Coz i was shaking like crazy. NERVES GOD DAMMIT ! And i was about to go Nick? When dad did, he looked at us and dad was like I dont suppose you could have a picture would you? And i added If you're not to busy? And he was like sure and held out his arm. I was like EEEE *snuggles in and smiles* ![]() HEY NICK !!!!! Okay so then i said Thanks :D And dad said thanks alot you made her day, and he said sure anytime. His voice is so sweet! Its really different to on the updates the used to do :D So anyway, i went over to the other side to get a picture witht he Guitarist, but i forgot his name. Sorrrrrry :( ![]() LOL i look like a twat. Hes cool though :) Then the security guard told everyone to get out :( And i hadnt met wiL yet, coz he hadnt come out. So i was like fuck it, i need him to get this Envelope (my envelope of things for wiL. Farewell Jack the guitar pick, i love you, but wiL shall look after you). So i went up to Nick onstage and was like NICK! and he turned round and smiled at me, and im like can you pleeease give this to wiL, its really important. And he goes Sure of course i will and smiles. Im like Thanks so much ! Then i cba to write the rest, its boring. Basically we rush to Victoria and get on a train back home :D Eeee good times. NICK ! i didnt meet heroherohero :( But i will one day :D x
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November 2, 2008Life I Left Behind // Chapter 1 and 2 ?Life I Left
Behind Oooo possibly new fanfic? Gunna have a variety of bands in, but Aiden mostly. Tell me if its worth carrying on or not? :) I felt my hands ball up into fists at my side. I was fuming and was
trying very hard to control my self in front of my two ‘best friends’. “Whoa “Bitchy! Me the bitchy one?!...you’ve got to be kidding Mel” I breathed.
Jessica just stood to the side slightly, figuring out whether to get involved
or not. “Yeah, so what I’m dating Luke? I’m sure you’ll get over it” She said,
looking at her freshly manicured nails. She had a tomorrow with Luke and had
got them done especially. I pulled my fist up to my mouth and bit into it, fighting back a huge
scream, dying to rip out of me. “You are meant to be my best friend Melanie! You know how much I liked
Luke, how much it hurt to see him with other girls. Do you have any idea of how
much this is hurting me, to see my best friend go off with him?” I asked. Melanie
shrugged her delicate shoulders. “Look “Okay…then I'm sorry Mel, I can’t be around you. Knowing that he will be
with you, I can’t put up with the pain, it’s almost unbearable now. The trust
is gone” I said quietly, glancing over my hand to see Melanie’s reaction. She
shrugged again. “Okay then, cya around, come on Jess” She said, beckoning to Jessica and
turning around, walking off down the road. I looked over to Jessica; she looked
at me with pain in her eyes. “Sorry “Honey is that you?” Dad asked, calling from the living room where he
was most likely watching highlights of a match. Taking a deep breath, I put the
biggest smile I could on my face. “Yup it’s me dad, you okay?” I asked, walking into the living room and
sitting down in the arm chair, bringing my legs up and wrapping my arms around
them. Dad looked over from the sofa which he was sprawled on. “Of course, the game was amazing, you shoulda watched it, but then
again…I’m sure you had more fun out” He mumbled. He didn’t like the fact of his
barely 17 year old daughter being out in the dark, but he couldn’t argue with Mum
who loved me being completely out of her sight. You can probably already tell
who my favourite parent is… “Mmhm, well I’m gunna go up to my room, do you need anything?” I asked
him, standing back up. “Apart from $100000, no, thanks anyways, night darling” Dad said, I
laughed and bent down to kiss his cheek. Straightening up, I quickly walked
into the kitchen, grabbed a glass of orange juice then walked up stairs. It was
very silent except for the mumbling coming from the TV downstairs, so it was no
surprise that when Mum shouted, I dropped my glass. “ “Sorry mum, you just made me jump, ill clean it up now” I said, mums
eyes widened slightly and she put her hands on her silk nightdress covered
hips. “Don’t you…dare, blame this on me” She fumed. “N-no I weren’t bl-blaming y-ou” I stuttered. “It sounded like it to me, now clean this shit up then go to your room,
I don’t want to see you” She said, twisting on the spot and stalking back to
her room. I rolled my eyes and put my finger up at her behind her back. I ran
down the stairs, seeing dads head poke out of the living room door. He wrapped
his arms around me, and I hugged back, breathing in his scent. I loved my
daddy. “Are you okay hun?” He asked. I nodded and he let me go. He smiled
weakly at me and I carried on to the kitchen to get some stain remover, than
went back up stairs to clean the mess. ** I felt dead when I finally sat down on my bed that night. I had cleaned
for 20 minutes to get the stain off, and then I smelt so bad of that stuff that
I had to have a shower, my skin was bright red where I scrubbed so hard. I looked over at the clock to see it was now 5 to 11. I took a deep
breath and pulled on some shorts and a Fall Out Boy shirt then crossed the room
to my window. I always thought myself lucky; I got the room with the window
that was a tiny jump from the roof of the living room. Our house was weird, but
good. I climbed through the window and with the grace of a ballet dancer (I
hope so anyway as I had been dancing since I was 5) I leapt over to the roof. I
reached with no difficulty and sat down cross legged, staring up into the sky. I loved looking up into the stars. It made me feel like I was on my own
plant, away from everyone who could hurt me. Hurt me…I had completely forgotten about earlier troubles. I looked back
down, into my clasped hands and closed my eyes, letting everything go and
trying to relax. It was working, the coolness of the night’s air calmed me, but
I was still a little worked up. “Sometimes…sometimes I really wish I was the only girl on this world, it
would save all the bitchiness and stealing-of-guys” I muttered to my self. I
stayed like that for a while, then sleep washed over me, and I stumbled back to
my room before I fell asleep on the roof. Chapter 2 The smell of pancakes washed over me as I woke up the next morning. I
yawned and stretched, before throwing back my cover and standing up. I quickly
pulled on a black hoodie and rushed down stairs. In the kitchen, dad was standing at the cooker, and mum was no where to
be seen. Hmm odd, she was usually in her seat demanding breakfast. “Mmm smells good. Morning dad” I said, reaching over his head to grab a
glass and kissed him on the cheek. “Morning darling, I was thinking the same I don’t think you will like
them, ill have to eat them all myself” He said, putting pancakes onto two
separate plates. I poured a glass of orange juice and sat down at the table. “Haha you wish daddy…where’s mum?” I asked, he shrugged his shoulders as
he turned the cooker off and put a plate in front of me. “I don’t know, she wasn’t there when I woke up” He said and he shook
sugar onto his pancakes. “You say that like it’s a bad thing” I laughed, dad grinned at me and
pretended to smack me over the head. “Ahh you don’t mean that hunny, she’s still your mum even if she’s an
annoying, demanding, obnoxious-“ “Bitch” I finished, taking a sip of orange juice. Dad smiled and we
finished our breakfast with light talk like what we were up to today. “Well I’m off to play golf with James, you?” “I dunno yet, I might go into town and look around” I said, putting our
plates into the sink. Dad nodded and passed me some money. I shook my head and
smiled, giving it back. “Dad, I don’t need this, I do have a job if you forgot” I laughed, dad
grinned and gave it back. “I didn’t forget, but I want you to have it okay, go get something nice”
He said, kissing my forehead then headed up stairs. I followed after him but went
into my room instead. Hmm, I wonder where mum is, dad seriously didn’t seem too worried about
it. Maybe he finally got rid of her but didn’t wanna tell me yet. Don’t get your hopes up I pulled on some black tights, and then put a pink dress over my head,
tying the bow round the middle. I slipped my feet into some black pumps, put on
eyeliner and mascara, and sprayed myself head to toe in my perfume. Running into the bathroom, I brushed my teeth, then ran back into my
room, grabbed my phone and wallet off the table and put it into my messenger
bag. Scanning the room quickly to see if I had missed anything, I rushed over
to my bedside table and grabbed my car keys, grinning. “I’m off dad!” I called up the stairs, I heard him shout ‘okay’ back,
and walked out the door. I jumped into my car, putting the keys into the
ignition and starting it up. I pulled out the driveway and drove into town, from the speakers,
Misfits played. I grinned and turned it up, next to no cars were on the road so
I put my foot down and I was in town in no time. After I locked the car up, I walked into Starbucks and ordered a Vanilla
Latte. As I waited for it I observed the people sitting down. Hmm, strange,
they all appeared to be male. Perhaps I was the only female who still drank
coffee these days. Ahh well. I looked at a man who was reading the newspaper. I looked at a headline
on the front cover. “Shooting
Star Crazy” I could just about make out the sub-headline Last
night, April 16th 2006, the sky was filled with shooting stars, is
it something serious or just natural? I laughed at it, of course its something natural- wait. Shooting stars…no females. No…NO! “Excuse me?” Someone said, I snapped outta my thoughts to take my drink. “Thanks” I muttered and exited Starbucks, walking down the street. I had
never been superstitious…but maybe… no I was being stupid. Wishes don’t come
true, if they had a would have had a pony when I was 6. And I didn’t. I shook my head and walked into HMV music store, there weren’t many
people inside…actually, there was only 3. Me being one of those, and the guy
behind the counter being another. The other was a man with black hair, gazing
into the Rock section; he was quite cute in a messy way. I walked over,
glancing over at the man behind the counter, he looked at me. “Can I have this in here?” I asked him. He shrugged. “Yeah just try not to spill it” He said going back to his work. I nodded
and looked back round; the man standing at the rock section looked at me for a
second, before dropping his eyes back to the CD in his hands and blushing
slightly. I smirked and walked over to where he was standing, he could see me
coming. I stood next to him and pretended to be looking for a CD there. I
slowly inched closer, seeing what CD he had in his hands. Hmm The Clash. I then
quickly looked at the rack, searching for the same CD. I found it and
deliberately bent over in front of him to grab it. I heard him gulp and I
giggled slightly. I straightened back up slightly, knocking into him, I turned
around. “Oh crap, sorry” I said sweetly. He looked into my eyes and lost it for
a second, I smiled and he shook his head a little. “Oh, oh its fine don’t worry” He grinned. I smiled again and looked at
the CD in his hands. “You like The Clash?” I said, pretending to be surprised that he had it.
He nodded. “Very, very much, you too huh?” He said, gesturing to the CD in my
hands. I grinned. “Yeah, they are pretty awesome” I giggled; he smiled at it and put his
CD down. He held out his hand. “I’m Will, Will Francis…spelt with a little W and I, and a capital
L…don’t ask why” He grinned. I laughed and took his hand, shaking it. It was
very warm and soft. “Okay them, I’m Taylor Stewart. Err, spelt T-a-y-l-o-r, I’m boring the
only capital letter is the first one” I smirked. wiL laughed and squeezed my
hand slightly, I smiled as he let go. He accidently hit my other hand that was
holding my coffee. It spilt every where. I looked up at the guy behind the counter;
he was staring at us and saw what happened. “Shit, run” wiL said, taking my hand and running out the shop. “Oi!” The man shouted, but couldn’t run after us as he was the only guy
there. We ran all the way down the street till we reached a little park on the
corner, wiL pulled me into it and we saw down on the grass, laughing our heads
off. “Oh. My. God.” I managed to get out as I couldn’t stop laughing. “I’m so sorry about that, perhaps I can get you another one sometime?”
wiL asked, laughing slightly still. I stopped laughing and smiled. “That would be very nice…you look really familiar” I suddenly noticed,
staring into his eyes. He grinned. “Good way or bad way?” He said, growling at me. I laughed and shook my
head. There weren’t many people in the park, but all of them were men, my suspicions
from earlier came back. Where the fuck had all the woman gone? “wiL, is it me or is there no girls about today?” I asked, lying down on
my stomach on the grass, propping my head up on my hands. wiL leant on his
side, staring at me. “Its not you, I noticed that too, I usually have girls screaming after
me, and I have seen none today” He said, I snorted. “You’re a bit vain arent you?” I laughed; he grinned and shook his head. “Have you ever heard of a band called Aiden?” He asked, I scanned my
memories…oh shit. “Whoa…you’re the lead singer aren’t you” I said. “Sure am, and seeing as Aiden come from Seattle, there’s usually girls
all over us, its kinda annoying actually, but oh well. You’re the only girl i've
seen today, and you can scream for me any day” He winked. I started laughing
again…that actually appealed to me more then I was willing to admit. “Okay, this is probably gunna sound so stupid, but last night I argued
with a best friend of mine, and I wished that I was the only girl on the planet…and
I come out today and I haven’t seen any females. And there were shooting stars
last night…” I trailed off, seeing wiL's sceptical face. “Yeah I said it was stupid…” I mumbled. “No no, I see what you’re saying, I’ve never really been superstitious,
but that does seem weird…” He said, I nodded. “Same, but no one seems to have noticed, or cared” I said, wiL shrugged. “I’m sure we are being silly…now, about the coffee?” He asked, standing
up and reaching out his hand. I smiled when he said ‘we are being silly’, and took his hand. He let go of it when we
walked off, but kept close to my side.
Posted on 11/02/2008 1:25 PM Comments (8)
November 1, 2008William Control is making me shiver :)
I finally got his album. Hate Culture. Its really really good, and im not just saying that because hes my hero. Its actually making me shiver, its that good. My dad was going to buy me the T-shirt and Album set thing, but the link wouldnt work and i think the last day was yesterday. But at the gig on monday ill look for some shirts
Eee talking of Monday. Im so excited right now. I wrote him an 8 page letter. I drew him a picture. Im making him cookies tomorrow haha. Im giving him my favourite guitar pick (Jack Skellington) and im buying him a whole load of bracelets and stuff. And i made him a mixtape, heres the songs: 1. Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance 2. Buried Myself Alive - The Used 3. She Will Love You - Aiden 4. Wish We Were Older - Metro Station 5. Here I Stand - Madina Lake 6. I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy 7. Beautiful Loser - William Control 8. All That I've Got - The Used 9. Decode - Paramore 10. Killing Loneliness - HIM 11. Our Lady Of Sorrows - My Chemical Romance 12. Time To Dance - Panic! At The Disco 13. Goodbye We're Falling Fast - Aiden 14. Rooftops (A Liberation Broadcast) - Lostprophets Each song is on thier for a reason, and ive wrote on a peice of paper why it is :) Also, because ive got another week off school next week, (Half Term over here) me and dad are gunna spend the day in london XD We're gunna go to like 2 or 3 different art museums. TATE MODERN WOOOO. I really wanna go, and now i am. Well on monday lol. SJDKJALDLS When i get some more money, aka christmas. Im buying this new camera. Ill show you. ![]() I couldnt find it :( Its just like that one, but its a Fujifilm and its £200 cheaper :D Its got 8.0 mega pixels and a 10x optical zoom. and movie mode with sound, and its only £99.99 ! fuck yeah :D So im'a getting that when i have the money. Yeah, so now im gunna burn a copy of Hate Culture and read Jess's fanfic :D x ps. LOL at Bobs new new message :D
Posted on 11/01/2008 3:35 PM Comments (1)
October 30, 2008EEEEE MESSAGE FROM BOB :DMESSAGE FROM BOB hi! its bobit's been a long time since since we have talked. i just wanted to say hi and fill people in on what has been happening with us. as a whole we are all getting ready to get rolling again. we really needed this break but enough is enough already. i cant wait to see the refreshed and excited MCR again. no more falling asleep at 5pm, no more drinking 20 red bulls, just good times coming up. i will start with myself. my weird zoro scar on my wrist is going down finally. i have been doing physical therapy every few days now which is helping out a ton. i have to sit and lift tiny weights over and over again until i cant anymore, then i play with putty, then i stack cups, sometimes i squeeze plastic, play with rice, etc. It kinda feels like when i was in kindergarten day care except it hurts. my favorite part is hearing the stories of the other patients. one lady fell down her stairs because she tripped on her cat and broke her shoulder. i try not to laugh but i cant help it. i was actually sitting with a player from the bears last week too. that guy was about 20 feet tall and as big as a house. i didn't look him in the eye. i think i have a couple months before i am back to playing again. i am always going to have pain in my hand so i will be changing my playing a bit. i have to rearrange my drums and i will need to play waaay lighter. dont call me a p@$^y when you see me. Other then that i am just hanging out. i got another dog! i now have two black german shepherds. they rule. they are my buddies. i am going to bring them everywhere with me. toro got a new puppy too. frank has 19 dogs now. i shot up up my garage with a pistol and the cops came. that was fun..... i also have been playing halo again. halo and legos is actually part of therapy for me. i just hit level 35 which is awesome for me. i would love to challenge anybody to a duel. my xbox name is dixiediarrhea (long story, my dogs name is dixie, she had diarrhea). if anyone knows souljaboy personally please let him know i challenge him. that guy seems like an awesome dude and i want to play against him. he says he can beat anyone. dixiediarrhea says differently. i will bet 2 dollars that i whoop him. anyway, i see that im rambling. im tired. i was going to fill you in on everyone else but i dont want to anymore. hahaha. which actually brings me to a point. we are soon going to launch a new website. its going to be very simple and to the point. one of the new features will be us typing in on our phones straight to the site so everyone can tell you themselves what they are up to. now that we are coming out of MCR hibernation we want to keep everyone informed and to maybe have some fun. blogathon 5000. i will type in all the juicy details like perez hilton. ok. im going to bed. me and my friend, the sanch, and dixie are about to drive from chicago to los angeles to hang with gerard and friends. come hang out. gerard's address is 2800 E Observatory Rd Los Angeles, CA 90027. see you there. bring fun. see everyone soon or on halo bcbryar dixiediarrhea
Posted on 10/30/2008 11:27 AM Comments (7)
October 28, 2008William Control :)
Aka wiL Francis from Aiden. My dad booked tickets to his gig in London on monday. And im so excited its hard to keep in.
wiL Francis is my biggest hero ever, he means so much to me i cant even beguin to explain. I tried to in the letter ive wrote for him, the place he is playing is apparently really small, so theres a good chance that ill get to meet him. I would totally post the letter and show you all what i wrote to him....but its kind of personal. As in i only want it to be between me and him, sorry :( Ive also put in some random bracelets, pictures and so on. I put n my favourite Jack Skellington guitar pic, and im making him cookies. I could just be getting my hopes up, but oh well. If i dont meet him im going to give the envelope to a body guard to give to him, and if they dont, then me and dad have some cookies to eat on the way home :D Anyways, im going to go write it on paper now, how is everyone btw?? Emma xo
Posted on 10/28/2008 12:16 PM Comments (4)
William Control :)
Aka wiL Francis from Aiden. My dad booked tickets to his gig in Lond on monday. And im so excited its hard to keep in.
wiL Francis is my biggest hero ever, he means so much to me i cant even beguin to explain. I tried to in the letter ive wrote for him, the place he is playing is apparently really small, so theres a good chance that ill get to meet him. I would totally post the letter and show you all what i wrote to him....but its kind of personal. As in i only want it to be between me and him, sorry :( Ive also put in some random bracelets, pictures and so on. I put n my favourite Jack Skellington guitar pic, and im making him cookies. I could just be getting my hopes up, but oh well. If i dont meet him im going to give the envelope to a body guard to give to him, and if they dont, then me and dad have some cookies to eat on the way home :D Anyways, im going to go write it on paper now, how is everyone btw?? Emma xo
Posted on 10/28/2008 12:16 PM Comments (0)
October 27, 2008x; OUR FORBIDDEN LOVE ;x Epilogue PART 2![]() PART 2 BECAUSE IT GOT CUT OFF :( *Carried on from Hayleys memory* "Hayley you look seriously amazing. Now wait a few moments
so we can get dressed too” Diane laughed. They already had their makeup and hair done, so all they needed to do was put their dresses on. Diane had a red strapless dress that stuck to her in all the good ways. Brandy had a deep blue spaghetti strap dress, flaring out at the bottom and Emma had a purple strapless dress, stopping just above her knee and had a bow round the middle. We. Looked. Fucking. Awesome. We made our way out the door before Brandy
stopped us. “Wait!” She called and ran back over to my
dressing table. She picked up a perfume bottle and sprayed each other of us all
over, then put the bottle down and picked up a camera. We took a picture then
stepped out the room again. “Okay, let’s do this shit” Diane said, we burst
out laughing and walked down the stairs gracefully. At the bottom, the guys
were standing in suits looking gorgeous. When they saw us coming down, each of
their jaws dropped. But not as much as Brendon’s. We reached the bottom and went to our men,
Brendon wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. He kissed me
passionately then bent to my ear. “You are beautiful” I pulled a
fresh set of clothes on and exited the showers. I walked over to the drinks
table and pulled a bottle of water out the ice bucket. I felt some arms go
around my waist. “Hello”
Brendon whispered lightly in my ear. I smiled and turned to face him. “Hello
beautiful, ready to go back to the bus?” I asked, reaching on my tip toes to
kiss his lips. He grinned and rested his head on mine. “Ready as
I’ll ever be” He said, repeating the words I had said after getting off that
plane. We smiled
and linked hands, walking off to the tour bus we all shared, resuming our
happily ever after. They might be happy for now. But not even
lovers can escape death…
Posted on 10/27/2008 3:06 AM Comments (3)
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